Right now I feel overwhelmed with thoughts and feelings. I thought maybe if I typed them all out I could sort through them.
First, I found out this weekend that my grandma has cancer. She'll start chemo August 1. I'm so overwhelmed with fear and sadness I don't know what to do. I always thought of her as a strong, exciting woman. She is so lively and fit. She takes dance lessons at her church, travels out of the country every year with plans to go to Ireland in the fall. And ironically she sews many scarves every year for cancer patients to wear. It just blows my mind that she has cancer.
The rest of my list seems so petty, but I guess they are still in my mind.
I wrecked Dustin's car last Sunday with him, my brother and sister-in-law in the car. Luckily besides some bumps and bruises we are all fine. On the interstate a dog ran out a few cars ahead of us and everyone swerved and slammed on the breaks. Needless to say, I couldn't slam quick enough and hit the truck in front of us. Our car was totaled the truck had a small ping in the bumper. So now, Dustin and I will be looking for a new car soon. We will be tight on money since we've been living without a car payment for a little while. At least Dustin will get to drive a newer car soon.
My dad, stepmom, and sisters have moved back to Elizabethtown from Germany. Holidays just got even busier, if that was even possible.
I'm taking my second degree brown belt test next Monday...One week and counting.
School starts in a month. I'm excited so far. My goal for the year is to be less stressed.